Complete Martial Arts Attributes

??? POV 1

/2 , . , . , . , Why no one loves me? , I always tried to be liked. , To find a family. , To find someone that could love me as a family. , I just wanted to feel the warmth of love. , But it seemed that it was always a fake love. , I never… found anyone that loved me. , I was… thrown into this world. , And since the first day that I remember having a slight amount of consciousness that I have lived in agony and pain. , Since I was a baby that they injected me with things, that they experimented with me, that they used me for whatever strange experiments these people were doing. , The only thing I always dreamed of was for this pain to end. , I once heard about one of these people in lab coats about having a family. , They said that their daughter loved them and that it was going to be their birthday. , Through the collective consciousness of my strange capabilities, I found out what was a family all about. , But this collective consciousness could not give me what I wanted, they were devoid of emotions, cold, and even unalive. , I wanted a family too… , I wanted to not suffer anymore… to be loved. , How can I find someone that can love me? , Please… , I wanted to escape from this place. , Please… , Someone save me… , … , But no one ever came. , I had to escape myself. , As I grew older, my capabilities intensified. , These people were not able to contain me anymore. , Their own creation finally found a way to fight back. , I enjoyed strangling their bodies and filling them with the black ooze they filled my bloodstreams with. , As they agonized and screamed, I converted them into mindless servants and used them to escape. , I was finally freed from this world. , Only for a new and scarier one to emerge before me. , Freedom… Was not as I thought. , Anywhere I went, they would chase me. , I was not able to live normally, as they would always try to come and kill me. , I was a monster. , They called me a demon, even. , What was I even? , Now that I think about it, I never truly knew what I really was. , I simply had these powers they injected me with when I was a mere baby. , I was nothing but a test subject to them. , My life did not even matter. , And now that I escape, they seek me. , They say that I am a monster, that I do not belong to this world. , I just want to live in peace… I want to have a family. , One day I found a family, a nice family. , They treated me well. , But there was something that I could not really understand. , Why were they so afraid of me? , I was trying to be nice. , Why are they looking at me like that? , I did not do anything wrong… , So frustrating… , STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT! , Why do you fear me?! , I am nice! , I am a nice person! , I am trying to help you! , STOP SCREAMING! , I tried to talk with them, but they would not listen. , I had to tell them, to show them that I was not a bad girl. , I am a good girl, I want to be your family too! , Why… do not you love me?! , WHY NO ONE LOVES ME?! , I had to force them to, there was no other option, right? , RIGHT? , S-So I simply did what I ALWAYS do! , I used my abilities and made them good people, so they could love me! , But… , I do not know. , I think… I did something wrong. , But I managed to find a place where they could not find me, so I stayed with this new family, and decided to live with them. , With papa, mama, and big brother. , I love them. , I love them so much. , I want to be with them for eternity. , Thanks to my powers, that is possible. , Everyone that receives this ooze becomes somewhat immortal. , So it is very nice. , We can stay together forever, everyone. , Finally, I found a home. , I was… so happy back then. , But it was everything a lie at the end. , Someone came looking for us one day, and they caught my family. , I wanted to save them, but it was too late. , These people used strange technology and finally found a way to suppress me. , My ooze started to become gray ash, and my body grew old… , I became an old woman, as my body started to fade away. , I was… dying. , I felt so bitter. , Everything in my life was just… constant twists and turns of never-ending nightmares. , Was there any day I actually felt relaxed? , I envied normal people so much… , I wish I could have been born normal. , I wish I could have been a normal person. , I wish… I could have been given a family, and live a normal life. , , Everything was but fabrications of my powers, in the end, I had nothing. , , I was alone… , I do not want… to be alone. , , Why… , No one… , Loves me? , , As I was slowly fading into the void, strange voices began to resonate through my mind… , Maybe I was hallucinating. , I wonder… , If there is a second life? , I wish… I was strong… then… , I wish my power could not easily be taken away from me… , I wish there were a family… to love me there… , I wish… I wish I could have a second chance. , , What… again? , This… , I wish this was not a hallucination. , . , . , .